wilson still can't get it. oh well. i never went to drum major camp and freshmen band camp starts in 7 days. i feel very calm and that's odd seeing as this is the first day of my period. if you want to hear the music, go to google and type in "Gangsta Jazz". the first link will lead you to a page where you can hear all 3 parts of the music and see a bit of the drill that i hope we arn't doing. i have to call wilson back so this update it done. bye. 

i didn't get half the respect that i should have gotten tonight as acting drum major! all the freshmen trumpets are little assholes! they just need to chill out and take some direction. the only one who did what i told him to do and didn't complaine was john star and i didn't hear him talk at all! Jon tried to take over everything and heath was being a dumbass. Now jons mad at me because i told him to take a back seat or help me but not to take over. he's section leader, not drum major. i don't even get to march in the DC praide(sp?) as drum major! Wilson is letting patric and Holly do it. we might even have to wear those ugly black uniforms again. this just sucks. some one get me a coke and a kiss really quick before something goers wrong! i really needed a hug after tonights practice and all i got was one arm from ethan and a really gross one from Kyle. jon didn't even stick around for me to explain myself. great, now he's mad at me. yet another friend who hates me. i havn't talked to ben in 3 weeks. that's not good, but that one's my fault. i gotta go. too tired to complaine any more.

last day of school! Fuck ya!! i so made drum major! i had a good voice and an ok hand movement and i looked good doing it! i was so nervous that i just staired out in front of me at the person right in the middle of the back row. it was Taylor. he never looked up at me but i was looking at him the whole time. it was scarry but i think i'll be really good at it. i promise to be nice and not make you run, that much.... VOTE 4 ME!!!! graduation was like all other years. if i didn't cry for Steven or Randy why would i cry this year? so of course i didn't cry but lots of others did. i'm going to miss Tim, because really, he was my only senior friend. i don't even think he thinks of me as a friend. i wanted to hug kenny but didn't. Passed all my classes but Algebra 2. i'll take that one again next year along with a gym class and then i'll be done. I've got me a boyfiend again! woot go me! he's sweet and cute and just like me! we make a good couple. His name? oh, it's Harry Gafford. Sorry to all you guys out there who want me, but now you can't have me! I love you Brityni! If anyone wants to get together and do somthing this summer just give me a call or comment or e-mail because i'm ready to party, but not at my house! 2 weeks till my B-day. Anya, i still have to do somthing amazing for you before you go and i never see you again. i'm not very good at the whole good bye thing. i hate saying good bye. i don't like it in person or over the phone, they just suck. so talk to ya later when i plan your going away-but-not-forever-because-i'm-going-to-hunt-you-down-and-make-you-come-to-important-events-with-me-and-everyone-else-because-we-love-you-so-much-and-you-are-the-world-to-me-party.  So no one can not be at school nxt year except Anya and Shelby because she could hold on for 2 weeks like the rest of us. So.....just give me a ring 589-2755 or e-mail me kitkat00g@comcast.net or leave a comment and have a kick ass summer!